Month: January 2009

I dont get it

HondaiMood: Okay
Listening to: amp Practicing
Eating: RITZ (I love ritz!)
Reading: Freakonomics
Working on: Econ.
Browsing: Lang-8
Watching: Liar Game Ep 10

Just random things that’s been making me curious. I’ll make it simple and clean.

How can someone be harmlessly self centered? I don’t get it! Well, besides that, I’ve been having problems with self centered people. I can’t stand them! Same goes with many people right? But then I start wondering if I’m self centered.

Social person? When I ask my friends, am I a social person? Their answer is clean cut, no. Why? “Because you never hang out with people at the mall and you said you don’t enjoy parties”. I guess that’s true. But can someone be social online? I know I am. I join so many online communities at the same time I’m active in most of them. (which kills x_x) Compare to Ampy, she doesn’t join any, at all.

Why do people litter? Actually, I know why, it’s because they are L-A-Z-Y! Simple. But I don’t like seeing trash laying around the floor in my neighborhood. It’s gross! The thing I don’t get most is, why do people litter around the trash can when the trans can isn’t even full?? Man, it isn’t that hard to drop it in there.

Why are you a vegetarian? I have a friend who recently became a vegetarian. I asked her why, she said, I don’t want to kill the poor living things. You = fail. Just to let you know plants are living things too. Only they can’t oink like a pig or moo like a cow. If she doesn’t want to kill animals that would be a different story.

What color do you think 2009 is? I think it’s yellow. Do you think things in Color? Like how 7 is green and 6 is brown. A is red and B is yellow? XD Or is that only me??Sorry about that random blog post. Hahaha, Bye bee!~

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Is that your best?

HondaiMood: Tired
Listening to: STAY – SMAP
Eating: Hungry…
Reading: –
Working on: Econ.
Browsing: –
Watching: –

Right now I’m at my college waiting for my bus to come to get home. I didn’t have classes today though, I came here to study because I couldn’t concentrate at home.

I studied for nearly 4 hours, and I still couldn’t do the problems we are to finish by tomorrow 11 PM. I read the textbook. I tried to understand the practice problems. But I still couldn’t do it! Then I had a though “ARG! I’m giving up, gunna go home and just browse the web now.” Then I packed my books into my bag then I was ready to go. But then I want to check the time but I forgot my phone! So I went back to get it.

When I got it back, I open it look look at the time then I saw the stupid background I made for myself because I want to take revenge of the meany Tegoshi in my dream a couple of nights before. I made him being nice, with that happy face of his saying “Gan gan gan batte” (do do do your best) then I paused, and thought to myself. I always tell myself “Ganbarimasu!, I’m going to give it my best!” and stuff like that but have I ever really done it? Do I ever even try hard enough?

On the outside people see me as such a hard worker, but inside I know, I give up… so easily. I don’t like how I am right now. I have big aims yet I’m not facing it properly, it’s so lame. If people see me as hard working.. I’ll be hard working for other’s sake, and mostly my own sake. If I ever give up, maybe I’ll look at this stupid “Gangangan batte” Tegoshi picture I made. So I’ll remember I this entry I wrote. And remember how pathetic I can really be.



HondaiMood: Angry
Listening to: Rainbow – NEWS
Eating: Sushi Belt!
Reading: Freakanomics
Working on: Just homeworks
Browsing: –
Watching: KAT-TUN on Utaban

Today I went to South Center Mall with Ampy and Oran. We all met up at Shinka Tea. Actually my other brother who I’ll call Kiwi was suppose to come too but he couldn’t make it. ): I feel a little bad because I realize that went I left the house he was actually there too. I should have called him….

Anyway, we got the mall by bus. The bus ride was long but I still enjoy riding buses! Hahaha. Right when we got there we looked for something to eat. Scanning through the many choices we decide to go for a shop calledBlue C Sushi. It’s a Kaiten-zushi shop. It was my first time at a Kaiten-zushi shop. As the sushi came rolling by on the belt it was hard to pick which one to get! There were so many good looking ones, yet you have to looking which one is costly and which one is worth it. I’m glad I got to eat my favorite kind of sushi though, which is the sake nigiriYum yum~~ I want to go there again when I have money $$$ then that way I’ll pick up the Unagi Nigiri which is one of Hondai’s most favorite food!! ♥

After eating we went touring the mall and stop by many shops Game Stop, H&M, Apple Store, DeliA*, etc. There were so many cloths I want to buy! Especially at H&M. *0* To bad I don’t have money though. I still haven’t gotten my paycheck *cries* I don’t want to ask for it though. I know everyone is having financial problems…. including me. Hahaha. Well, I can wait for the money. 🙂

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Truths or Lies?

HondaiMood: Angry
Listening to: Te o Tsunagou (Bodokan Live version) – Ayaka
Eating: NOTHING!!!
Reading: Freakanomics
Working on: –
Browsing: –
Watching: Shounen Club X’mas Special 2008

Everyone lives under a lie… That’s what I’ve been told by someone before. Well, I don’t think that’s right. When will people start listening to the truth instead of forcing someone to tell lies. *sigh* bad first entry for 2009 but I’ll just have to start with this.

So some of you know I have braces. I got them in 2007 in June or July or so. I’ve been doing my usual appointments since then. I’m doing a pretty good job not eating caramel, pop corn, hard candy and all those other stuff we aren’t suppose to eat. In fact I don’t even like most of the stuff they tell me not to eat. Not to mention that it hurts to eat them?

This problem started since before winter break. My brackets of my braces came off. The appointment I went when winter break start I found out I had a loose bracket. The assistant lady just said “Make sure you don’t eat hard food okay? Because that will put tension into your wires and make your brackets come off” of course no was my answer because I seriously don’t know when it came off. So yeah, yeah they fix it then off I go for winter break. But by the second they while I was flossing my teeth I noticed something weird about one of my brackets. So I took a risk and try push it softly… I discovered that it’s a loose bracket again. I tried calling them in to get it fix but apparently they were gone for the holidays and I didn’t left a message because I didn’t know what to say.

Then on Monday, which was the first appointment of the year. They found my loose bracket and the assistant lady said her usual thing again “make sure you don’t eat hard food okay? Because that will put tension into your wires and make your brackets come off. Cut your food into little pieces and blahh blah blah…”. Well… um just to let you know I usually eat rice and home so… yeah well that’s not the point though. They got it fix then off I go again.

So right after the appointment I decided to walk to the town center where they sell food. I was thinking of getting tomato soup there. But right before I walk into the cafeteria my braces went *plunk*. Such a familiar sound, my brackets has come loose again. But because I have classes from 9 AM-10PM tomorrow I don’t have an open time to appoint them on Tuesday. In fact I didn’t have time to call them.

During the break between my two classes yesterday I called them to make an appointment to fix my braces. Available spot was at 8.30 AM. I had no choice but to go there that early. When I got there I got the same annoying assistant. “So what brings you here today?” she asked. “I have a loose bracket again” was my simple reply. Then she said her usual thing “Okay, make sure you don’t eat hard food okay? Because that will put tension into your wires and make your brackets come off”. I told her though “But this happen just on Monday right after my appointment. Probably not even 30 minutes after the appointment when I didn’t eat anything, it already came off”. Apparently she wasn’t listening.

So the doctor came and fix my bottom loose bracket which is the one that usually comes off. Then he told the assistant to put bigger wires on the top jaw. While she was putting the rubber bands on another bracket came off!! She still has the nerves asking me “Oh, did you know that you have a loose bracket on top too?”Umm hello?!? You mean it came off it’s self?? I didn’t do anything that made it came off. Well, she told the doctor and he said something to her that I couldn’t hear. But the assistant turned to me then asked weather my parents are here. Well… no their not, their busy people and I’ve always been coming here alone. She was just like “Oh, well because the doctor was thinking of charging you for this appointment because this happened more than once”.


Charge me? Make me pay money for you mistakes? $189 bye bye just like that? Well, it’s not going to happen because I didn’t do anything wrong. Who the hell should pay for a broken braces that happened not even after 20 minutes after fixing it… when she didn’t eat anything or drank anything!? And the bracket that came off because the assistant accidentally broke it! After hearing that they plan to make us pay I told the assistant clearly again what happened(because the doctor went to work with other patients). Her reply was “I’m not the one responsible for this stuff because I’m just here working in the back, you’ll have to talk to the front desk about this”. Well, screw you poker face lady!!! You just don’t want to admit that you did something wrong because you are too lazy to take responsibility for it.

After that the poker face assistant sent me to the office with the lady who works with the money and stuff. I sat there and wait for her… when the money lady got there she asked for my parents. When I told her that their not here she just said “Oh okay, you can just go home then sweetie I’ll just call your mommy and talk about this”. I told her “No, I can talk” she said “Don’t worry, your mommy can handle this. You can go home now”.

What’s wrong with these people?!? How old do they think I am? Do they have to hear it from my “mommy”to believe the fact that this wasn’t my fault? Either way, sorry I know the economy is bad but, they are not going to charge my dad $189 because the people who work there are simply lazy and obviously sucks.