• General Life

    Trying Something New

    Mood: Okay Listening to: Cherish – AZU Eating: Dinner, soon 🙂 Reading: 101 Japanese Idioms Working on: Studying for Math test Browsing: JPA Watching: Clannad ep 8 I’m feeling much better after all that stress. By better, I mean much better. Thanks for the encouragement everyone. 🙂 I’m bored of my old routines and they remind me of sad and unpleasant thoughts. I need a break. So to make myself better, I’m going to try do unusual things. Sleep early, wake up early. Eat breakfast everyday, eat lunch everyday. Practice the piano everyday. Read a book everyday, watch anime everyday, read manga everyday. I’m going to try have a conversation with someone…

  • General Life,  Rant

    Just cant get away

    Mood: tired Listening to: I・ZA・NA・I・ZU・KI – NewS Eating: – Reading: – Working on: – Browsing: – Watching: Clannad ep 3 Sorry this blog is kinda stressful. T_T I need to get atleast one of my stresses out of my system Everything is building up that I nearly can’t take it anymore, school stress, family stress, money stress, friend stress, and the fact that I’m still stuck in my 17 year old blues. I don’t want anything bad to happen to my family, realizing how bad the situation is, I don’t want to complain. I want to offer a helping hand as much as I can. My parents are almost at…

  • Gaming,  General Life,  Music

    Sing it all out

    Mood: Lazy Listening to: Eien – BoA Eating: – Reading: – Working on: – Browsing: – Watching: BoA on Music Station Today was such a … o_o boring day? I woke up at 9, browse the internet a little then I got bored. Still stuck in my blues, I decided to sing. I wanted to sing something that’s hard and challenging for me, so I sang Tamaki Nami’s Realize. For some people that song might be easy, but it’s hard for me! (actually singing everything is hard for me!) I’m not talented at things like my sister. I still did okay. It was fun singing my lungs out. I didn’t convert it…

  • General Life

    春の前のBlues

    Mood: anxious Listening to: White Light – Amuro Namie Eating: Dad’s Birthday Cake. 🙂 Reading: – Working on: SachiSaki Drawing Browsing: DA Watching: – Walking down a foggy path, heading toward that faraway shut door, so faraway that you can’t even see it, but you are sure one day you’ll make to that door. On the way, hoping to pick up the right key to open that door. Then open that destiny you hoped, yearned, and waited for so long. That’s what I feel right now, it’s strange. I feel like I waiting for something that will be coming in around 2-3 years. What am I waiting for? Is it something I should…