• Gaming

    Thanksgiving & Vindictus

    Mood: gooooooood! Listening to: Christmas Music at work Playing: Vindictus Reading: Shinto and the State Watching: SEIZONSENRYAKUUUU! Icon Credit: Aein Yesterday was Thanksgiving.. so Happy late Thanksgiving everyone! My Thanksgiving was pretty good. Had Dim Sum for lunch, best dim sum place thus far <3 and came home to start preping for dinner! I didn’t do much of the cooking at all. Mostly cleaning the house because the guests come. And yes! This year we had a special guest ….. *drumrolls* The one and only Max! Fufufu~ Finally made him come to our family events and it went better than I thought! Though ofcourse we had awkward moments.. especially when my…

  • Blog

    Selfishness

    Mood: arg Listening to: – Playing: Dragon Nest Reading: – Watching: – Icon Credit: True Magic I’ve been feeling like, I wish I was more selfish and less selfless. Its just something in me that if someone seems unhappy I feel like its my fault and it makes me extremely unhappy too. I can’t be happy if someone else is not. Its just so.. so hard. But anyways, by what I mean being more selfish is like… careless about other people. Careless about how they feel. Because in reality, yourself is all you need. That’s what I think at least. If you do need other people, its more of a job…