Monthly archives: July, 2013

Why,or Why Not?

To get my happiness I had done everything
But had done nothing to be blamed and accused of
The sound of footsteps became louder every day
Then I noticed the fact there was no time

I was a believer in life to be myself always
And was asking whether I would be alive

Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way
Or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins
Tell me why, or why not complaining way too much
Maybe I overlooked something fatal for me

The whole world was at a complete standstill
And I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob
The silent warning became louder every day
Then I kept pretending not to hear

Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along
It had grown dark before I found a sign

“Among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate”
Tell me why, or why not complaining way too much
Maybe I overlooked something fatal for me

There is nobody who knows there will be nobody
Except for me, all the world has gone mad

So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
What is the well-being you are willing to make?
Now what? So what? Don’t you come interrupt me, oh please
While I am interrupting myself


Motivation is contagious

I think I mentioned earlier that I’ve been trying to go for a run everyday for at least a mile or 15 minutes +. So far, so good! That’s not only it, it recently I got my brother to join me once, my sister to come out for a walk with me, and my mom has been joining me too. I got a simple motivation of wanting to look better in general. I’m 21, and I know I can look better than this, and I want to look better too. Thus, the source of my motivation. Sure it seems silly and all because many people would tell me, “but you look great!” or “you’re already skinny” do note folks that I’m not being anorexic, I’m not starving, I’m exercising and nothing is wrong with that!

I hope I don’t offend anyone but I really dislike it when people are 1. fat, 2. lack of motivation. People think they need to get motivation from other people but I think that motivation lies within you. You can make your own motivation, and sometimes it can all come down to just wanting to be a better person, right? Now you’re probably questioning why I don’t like fat people, because I get the idea that fat people lack motivation. They keep telling themselves that how they look is okay, or the way they are is okay. I’ll tell you this, no– it’s not okay, it’s unhealthy. Now I understand that not all fat people want to be fat, of course.. who wants to be. However, isn’t exactly why you should try ‘un-fatten’ yourself? That said, I don’t judge an individual for being fat, I’ll still treat them the same way and love them for their personality and as a person but the fat factor shall never be a subject of complaint.  Then again, people might not have time so… who am I to judge?

TL;DR: Why do people think that it is certain individual’s duty to give motivation? Go motivate yourself.


Happy Independence Day 2013!

Happy 4th everyone! This year I decided to spend my 4th of July with my mom in downtown Seattle. We took the bus and hung out down there for hours. I love my mom, although sometimes I feel like she stresses out too much. I’m so glad I decide to spend time with her today because in the past 3 years, I barely get to talk to my mother. Honestly, the fact that she doesn’t know about anything in my life isn’t really her fault, it’s more like mine because I barely get to talk to her.

Anyways, going to Pike Place to me means Piroshky and Starbucks! <3 We also got some fresh Rainier Cherries. I’m getting very bad at writing these posts .-. … but I’m gunna post pictures! 😀


Me, Peace! At Starbucks with my SHINY FOREHEAD. I would post the picture with my mother but, I don’t know if she wants the world to see her hahaha.

 

Our view from Starbucks. Yup! The famous sign at the entrance of Pike Place Market! 😀 I think I come here too much and I know almost everything here. Well.. I should since I am a Seattle local, so that’s not so weird huh. Hahaha. I think I start knowing the place better bring the Japanese students on the Seattle Scavenger hunt around this area all the time.

Last but not least, my favorite Piroshky that I picked for my mom to try today. Smoked Salmon, Seattle Special!!!

Well I’m gunna end this post… awkward turtle. \^___^/