Mood: Okay
Listening to: amp Practicing
Eating: RITZ (I love ritz!)
Reading: Freakonomics
Working on: Econ.
Browsing: Lang-8
Watching: Liar Game Ep 10

Just random things that's been making me curious. I'll make it simple and clean.

How can someone be harmlessly self centered? I don't get it! Well, besides that, I've been having problems with self centered people. I can't stand them! Same goes with many people right? But then I start wondering if I'm self centered.

Social person? When I ask my friends, am I a social person? Their answer is clean cut, no. Why? "Because you never hang out with people at the mall and you said you don't enjoy parties". I guess that's true. But can someone be social online? I know I am. I join so many online communities at the same time I'm active in most of them. (which kills x_x) Compare to Ampy, she doesn't join any, at all.

Why do people litter? Actually, I know why, it's because they are L-A-Z-Y! Simple. But I don't like seeing trash laying around the floor in my neighborhood. It's gross! The thing I don't get most is, why do people litter around the trash can when the trans can isn't even full?? Man, it isn't that hard to drop it in there.

Why are you a vegetarian? I have a friend who recently became a vegetarian. I asked her why, she said, I don't want to kill the poor living things. You = fail. Just to let you know plants are living things too. Only they can't oink like a pig or moo like a cow. If she doesn't want to kill animals that would be a different story.

What color do you think 2009 is? I think it's yellow. Do you think things in Color? Like how 7 is green and 6 is brown. A is red and B is yellow? XD Or is that only me??Sorry about that random blog post. Hahaha, Bye bee!~

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: STAY - SMAP
Eating: Hungry...
Reading: -
Working on: Econ.
Browsing: -
Watching: -

Right now I'm at my college waiting for my bus to come to get home. I didn't have classes today though, I came here to study because I couldn't concentrate at home.

I studied for nearly 4 hours, and I still couldn't do the problems we are to finish by tomorrow 11 PM. I read the textbook. I tried to understand the practice problems. But I still couldn't do it! Then I had a though "ARG! I'm giving up, gunna go home and just browse the web now." Then I packed my books into my bag then I was ready to go. But then I want to check the time but I forgot my phone! So I went back to get it.

When I got it back, I open it look look at the time then I saw the stupid background I made for myself because I want to take revenge of the meany Tegoshi in my dream a couple of nights before. I made him being nice, with that happy face of his saying "Gan gan gan batte" (do do do your best) then I paused, and thought to myself. I always tell myself "Ganbarimasu!, I'm going to give it my best!" and stuff like that but have I ever really done it? Do I ever even try hard enough?

On the outside people see me as such a hard worker, but inside I know, I give up... so easily. I don't like how I am right now. I have big aims yet I'm not facing it properly, it's so lame. If people see me as hard working.. I'll be hard working for other’s sake, and mostly my own sake. If I ever give up, maybe I'll look at this stupid "Gangangan batte" Tegoshi picture I made. So I'll remember I this entry I wrote. And remember how pathetic I can really be.

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