• Love

    “Do you like rollercoasters?”

    He asked me. I answered, “I like some rollercoasters and some I’m afraid of” Lately I’ve been on a rollercoaster ride of emotions. Is this one of the rollercoaster rides that I like or am afraid of? I can’t tell. The highs of the ride are amazing, and the lows are so dark and scary, I sometimes wonder if I can handle it any longer. Over winter break, I got tired of agonizing over a crush that I know wouldn’t work out. I thought that the only way to fight fire is with fire, so I downloaded a matching app, thinking that maybe chatting with some people on there would…

  • Love

    Wishing I could erase the past

    The more I start to form romantic feelings for someone, the more pain I feel. I’m scared. I’m not sure if I’m ready to welcome anyone into my heart. The scars that I carry aren’t healed. The real question is, will they ever heal? These days when I think about the possibility of being in a relationship with someone, I’m terrified of what I would do. Will I be able to feel happy? Will I be able to trust? Will I be able to treat them right? Will they find out about my past? How much about it will I let them know? How much should I let them know?…

  • Daily Utterance

    Get Flaked

    So, I got flaked. For the 3rd time by someone I’ve been trying to make friends with since last year. Am I sad? Yeah… kinda. But honestly, I get it. It takes a flaker to get a flaker you know. Plus, perhaps meeting each other isn’t such a great idea during this pandemic anyways. Since my friend from work flaked on my today, I spent my day at home just… being me! It wasn’t a bad day at all to be honest. I started on Chloe Ting’s 2022 weight loss program. Day 1 was brutal. I could barely get through the ab workout. But I really enjoyed the HIIT workout…

  • Blog

    In 2022 I will

    In 2022 I will… be my true self around others. I’ll not beat around the bush or be agreeable to everything simply because I’m afraid of rejection. If I’m not a fan of something, I’ll say so without sounding like an ass of course. I don’t want to be the “I like everything you like because I want to be liked by you.” person anymore. We can like each other even more knowing that we can be honest around each other. think before I buy. The collector mentality needs to stop. Why buy something simply because you feel obligated to? Why buy something if a part of it makes you…

August 2022

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